Don't Bother Trying to Explain, Angel, I Know Exactly What Goes on:
A blast from the past that I did not invite, nor did I ask for.
I know your mind games, but I've torched the board we used to play with. I am not the same man that you manipulated once. I'm stronger, wiser, and frankly, I won't take your crap any more.
Who are you to waltz back into my life after destroying it years ago as if nothing ever happened. I have forgiven, but I am left at a quandary of why all of a sudden, after years silence you return to haunt me.
No, I don't hate you and I don't want to fight you, but you tortured my soul at one time. I am finding the balance of forgiveness and moving on and away. I don't like disharmony, but for the greater good, I wonder if dysfunction is better than function.
You're married. Leave me alone and run your own life. I will not be held responsible for ruining yours as you were mine.
For my regular readers, I apologize for this - I will explain.
Years ago, I dated a girl who was my best friend for 7 years and who I really shouldn't have. She cheated on me with a dude that we worked with and for some odd reason, up and 4 years later - she IMs me. What the crap. I was quiet cordial and really sorry to hear the miserable mess she's in, but frankly, I am not biting.
How do I treat a situation? Do I have forgiveness issues that I still need to work out? I wasn't filled with hatred when I talked to her, nor do I wish ill of her, but I just really don't want to talk to her... I have nothing to say and I will not sit and reminisce about a past which I've healed from and forgotten.