After the dust settles:

Hey everyone, I hope that I had your prayers last night, I needed them. I am doing ok now though. I was simply being put as the middle man in a situation that had nothing to do with me. It had me seriously upset... however, I am ok now and have avoided the problem. However, the truth is, I do miss everyone badly and would like to see you all.

Hopefully, I will at least get to see a few people next week. Creation 2003 East is this week and it looks like I may be about to catch Friday and possibly Saturday. If that is the case, then that means that I'll be catching the O.C. Supertones and Relient k....which means much moshing and shanking for Damien.... me like.... oh yeah, and tomorrow is my Birthday.

Over my Head:

I know that I haven't been home for a month even, but I am ready to go back. I love my family, I love my parents, and I love my friends... but I hate not having someone there 24 - 7 that you can talk to when you feel like crap. I hate not having someone to confide in when you need it the most. I feel trapped. I am overwhelmed and I need to get out of here.

HELP.

I need much prayer right now. If anyone is out there, please pray for me. I have more on my plate than I can handle. It is only making me a more angry person and I hate that... Prayer that God makes people see the need to cut out the middle man because I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!