Measuring Up:

I can't do it. I can't be everything that everyone expects me to be. I can't meet a standard that I am unaware of.

As I look around myself and at the people whom God has placed in my life (mainly at their blogs), I see these deeply profound things that God is teaching them. I feel the pressure to write something spiritually significant on my pages for the world to see. This isn't a slam on them, I am truly blessed by God's work in their lives.

With that said, I have come to a question: is it wrong of me to be a Christian blogger, yet not consistantly bare snap shots of my walk with Christ? Is it ok for me to just write because I enjoy it or must I conform? Again, those of you who do speak of your walk, this isn't a me bashing you... this is me wrestling in my own heart and head.

It isn't that God isn't doing amazing things in my life. It isn't that my love for Him has grown cold or my hunger for Him at ease. The fact is simply that they blog is a veritable smorgasboard of what's going on in my life.

If you came here for sage like advice, I doubt I have any to offer. But if it's drama you want...it's like The Real World meets Boy Meet World meets Days of Our Lives....