Reaching for the Kill Switch:

Twenty....four.....hours..... In 24 hour I hope to be on the road for Creation 2003. I decided to go down for Thursday as well and try to catch Superchic[k] and to have an extra day to hang around with people. It is just been very difficult week. I am losing my patience.... all patience with some of the people I love most. I think that the escape will be good..... I hope it will be good.... I hope that I can get alone with God and tighten our relationship.

I am tired right now. I think in just about every area. I need to get away from everyone and everything except God and just be refreshed. It'll be good to get away from work too...

Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy my job, but there are a bunch of little things that cause grand annoyance. For example.... payday WAS Friday... but I have yet to see a check. That part frustrates me the most because I need to be down at Creation before Thurday at 11.

My hope is in God that He will provide what I need. My plea is that it happens the way that I'd like it to.... so I pray...